Update on life

Hey everyone! I hope this is finding you on a happy day! Just gonna give an update on what's been going on in my life...

Well, to start off... school is almost over. Only about 3 weeks left, and I will have officially made it through my first year of college. Excitement! I'm excited about the year being over, yet I am also a little upset about it. I don't wan to leave. I like having all of my friends here. I like being able to walk out the door and see someone I know. I like having things to do. I'm not too good with having spare, free time with nothing to do. However... I may be staying on campus over the summer. I may be working for the school and taking summer classes here. Thank goodness! That would give me something to do! And... my best friend is going to be doing the same thing... so I will at least have someone that I know here!

I am working with a local youth group as well. Ya wanna know what's funny about that? The youth leader at this church used to be my youth intern at my home church. It's pretty amazing though. He is a really great youth leader. His youth all love him, and I just really enjoy working with him. The church is amazing. All of the people there are so welcoming and such a blessing to me!

Boys? Who wants to know about boys? Well... I'm still single. However... I do have my eye on this one guy... :) It's kind of crazy because I have liked this guy for quite some time. I just recently found out the he feels the same. However... it's a difficult situation. I am NOT getting my hopes up. I know that God will provide, and if it's meant to be... He will make it happen... in His time. But... that doesn't mean I can't still tell everything I like about this guy huh? He is just so amazing. He makes me smile, he makes me laugh, and well, just forget being upset when I'm around him. The way he looks at me just melts my heart. Oh, and when he hugs me... wow... it makes me feel like nothing else is going on in the world. It feels like time has stopped. I just can't stop thinking about him sometimes... I know that sounds kind of stalkerish... but it's not supposed to. I just think he is such an amazing person. I wake up each day to a text from him just wishing me a good day. It always starts my day off well just knowing that he was thinking about me. He is such a gentleman. And oh yea... the best thing ever... He is a great Christian guy! That is the icing on the cake. Oh yeah... and um... let me just say.... HE IS HOT! I mean... I'm sorry... but looks do matter. Although... personality is a huge huge huge huge huge huge part of why I like this guy... but looks... well... that definitely helps... A LOT!

Ok--- off that subject... well... going to bed. Lots to do tomorrow. G'nite to all!